It’s Hard to Know What You Want
I found this picture here http://icanread.tumblr.com/page/16 while doing my management class homework. We are asked to do some description about our life mission. It’s now only couple hours towards the presentation time and I have done nothing. Wow! I have not even smidgen idea what to write and present about my life mission. Hmm… I can say, I dont know myself, I dont know what’s my life for.
So, one day I asked my friend, “what do you think about me?” He answered, “you are nice”. Wow, sounds great but inside my mind I said, “HEY DO YOU ONLY KNOW ADJECTIVE ‘NICE’?”.. Describing someone else is difficult, but describing ur OWN self is more. haha
Until now, im not utterly grateful for what I have. May be it’s the reason why sometime I feel it is so hard to enjoy life. I really want to find what I need, what I want, but I promise you, I even dont know the first step to do so.
Another shot, I found myself. This is myself, someone who is always needy and greedy, doesnt know himself! Oh no! I dont want to be like this. I’ve to move forward to be a better one. I need to find my own philosophy of life, I’ve to figure out my beliefs. yeah!
Beyond my time alone, i thought about what I wanna be. It’s absurd. It always changes. When I was highschool I wanted to be an engineer, when I got my engineering school, I regreted and wanted to be a doctor. And one day, when I didnt know where on earth I was, suddenly i was thinking of being a diplomat. The Wow-est thing is, NOW I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT TO BE! Oh it’s crap!
Okey, Alhamdulillah Prof Song gave me this homework so at least I realized that i have to fix my life. I have to THINK about who I am. Agree with me?
Wow.. It s time to go back to my slide.!
love,
didi
